Saturday, April 11, 2009

happy easter

wanted to get a quick post in before going to bed. the house is "cleaned", Easter breakfast is in the fridge, keira will be put down shortly and then the baskets can get filled with goodies. Dan and the boys are at a gamblers game tonight so hopefully they come home good and tired so that i don't have to stay up till all hours of the night before i can hide their baskets!! this mom is tired and worn out...i just need sleep! may you all have a blessed day tomorrow and make memories in whatever you do. and yes Gerri, i will try to remember to take the plastic off of the ham before cooking it! haha.
love to all,

Tuesday, March 24, 2009


thank you to all who have said hello and sent wishes. it's been really tough lately. i told mom the other day that i was questioning my purpose in life. still trying to figure it out really. i have so many feelings on the subject and to be honest im still wondering. after going thru the last 4 days with my sister and seeing her pain and not being able to take it away has brought it all back to the surface. now not only do i question my purpose but others as well. why are we here if in the end we all go away anyhow? what is the purpose of living and laughing and crying and hurting and then leaving this earth. im sorry for the downer blog today, i just dont understand it.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Just a little note...

I know it's been forever and a day since i last posted and i'm sorry. I've been hiding i guess. From myself mostly. You have no idea how many times i've written a post only to delete it. I need you all to know that your hellos and hugs dont go unnoticed. i embrace all of them knowing that as small as i may feel sometimes, there is a huge circle of people out there that have me in their thoughts. thank you and consider yourselves all hugged right back!

one thing i have been doing lately is listening to the words of songs more closely. it's pretty amazing how many of them seem to be singing right to you. i got the new pink cd for christmas and all i can say is wow.

Monday, February 2, 2009


credits-CJS "Love"kit, qp by Mom